Life is like writing with a pen. You can cross out your past but you cannot erase it. - Anonymous

Our life are of our writings that can never be erased. We are continuously writing towards the end. As time passed by, I often look back to the past and many possibilities arises in my mind. If I did it the other way or if things were better back then, maybe then the present would be better too. However, at the end of the day it will still remain as it has and cannot be changed.

Sometimes, some part of our life were written by the hands of God and some parts were written by those that raised us, the environment we grew up and all that have influenced us...

Things without all remedy should be without regard: what's done is done. - William Shakespeare (via Macbeth)

People say, we should be grateful for everything that happened because it came with lesson and it could have been worst. That's how people advice us when it comes to the past right? Yet they don't understand our feeling that sometimes all we wished for was that life were kind to us, or fair.

Now I'm hoping for the day that I can look back at everything and say that it's all been worthwhile... =)

We sit and we type and we stare at our screens.
We all have to wonder, what this possibly means?
We chat with each other, we share all our woes,
Small groups we do form and gang up on our foes.
We wait for somebody to type out our name,
We want recognition and offer the same.
We give kisses and hugs and sometimes we flirt,
In rooms we chat deeply and reveal why we hurt.
We form friendships but why is a thing we don't know,
Though most often founder some will flourish and grow.
Why is it that on screen, we can all be so bold,
Telling our secrets that have never been told?
Why is it we share those deep thoughts in our mind
With those we can't see, as though we were blind?
The answer is simple, it's as clear as a bell.
We all have our problems and need someone to tell.
We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must
So we turn to the computer, and to those we can trust.
Even though it is crazy, the truth still remains,
They are friends without faces and with odd little names. =)

Written by: Anonymous
Source: Internet
Image Credit: Mustafa Haydar

The poem above reminded me about friendships I had on the Internet few years ago. Back then, there was no Facebook. We post stuff (for example poem) at random websites, visit chat-rooms, meet new people and most of the time I always have some amazing people to chat with. Now, so many of them I've lost contact and sometimes, I regret that. I believe, life would have been better or different if I still have them... :(

I received an email containing this. Thanks very much to the person that forwarded it to me. I really needed it... :)

Somebody is very proud of you.
Somebody is thinking of you.
Somebody is caring about you.
Somebody misses you.
Somebody wants to talk to you.
Somebody wants to be with you.
Somebody hopes you are not in trouble.
Somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.
Somebody wants to hold your hand.
Somebody is praying for you.
Somebody hopes everything turns out alright.
Somebody wants you to be happy.
Somebody wants you to find him/her.
Somebody is celebrating your success.
Somebody wants to give you a gift.
Somebody thinks that you are a gift.
Somebody hopes you're not too cold, or too hot.
Somebody wants to hug you.
Somebody loves you.
Somebody admires your strength.
Somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.
Somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun.
Somebody thinks the world of you.
Somebody wants to protect you.
Somebody would do anything for you.
Somebody wants to be forgiven.
Somebody is grateful for your forgiveness.
Somebody wants to laugh with you.
Somebody remembers you and wishes that you were there.
Somebody is praising God for you.
Somebody needs to know that your love is unconditional.
Somebody values your advice.
Somebody wants to tell you how much they care.
Somebody wants to share their dreams with you.
Somebody wants to hold you in their arms.
Somebody wants YOU to hold them in your arms.
Somebody treasures your spirit.
Somebody wishes they could stop time because of you.
Somebody praises God for your friendship and love.
Somebody could not wait to see you.
Somebody loves you for who you are.
Somebody loves the way you make them feel.
Somebody wants to be with you.
Somebody wants you to know they are there for you.
Somebody is glad that you're his/her friend.
Somebody wants to be your friend.
Somebody stayed up all night thinking about you.
Somebody is alive because of you.
Somebody is wishing that you noticed him/her.
Somebody wants to get to know you better.
Somebody wants to be near you.
Somebody misses your advice/guidance.
Somebody has faith in you.
Somebody trusts you.
Somebody needs you to send them this letter.
Somebody needs your support.
Somebody needs you to have faith in them.
Somebody will cry when they read this.
Somebody needs you to let them be your friend.
Somebody hears a song that reminds them of you.
Somebody NEEDS YOU TO SHARE THIS TO THEM......

Written by: Anonymous

If you're reading this, then share it to someone. :)

Okay. So now I need to change something?
....
I always wanted to... but have I?
I have tried but I haven't change anything. =.='

Every now and then I think...
If only I have tried again yesterday.

Cut. Cut.

Today, I will try again until I get it right... :D

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can and wisdom to know the difference. - Reinhold Nibuhr